I wanna free fall from a thousand feet
Hit the ground so hard there’s nothing left
Or get blasted into a fiery furnace
Burn up in flames in a solar flare theft.
If a part of me remains, don’t wake me up
Let me sleep, just leave me at rest
Too late for apologies, I just wanna scream
Bury me alive, no compression of chest.
I don’t need your glue to piece me together
I’d rather stay shattered just like this
I don’t need perfection in a broken world
Turn off the ventilator because something’s amiss.
Slice me up and put me in salad
Examine my layers as the blade blasts right through
My eyes stained red from the diffusing sting
Let the hurt reek havoc like a kiss overdue.